This is how love has been.
I am very conscious of my ‘touch’ sense. I am very uncomfortable regarding physical contact with any other human being, handshakes are really awkward for me. And I just cannot sleep on the same bed with anyone else, not even my brother.
So when I tell you that you are the only one, whose hands I want to hold, I really mean it. And when I spoon you, while we are sleeping, just know that I really really love you.